Nadhirah's

Alright so probably none of you would even care where I am right now and how am I doing here but whatever. The vibes here; easy to explain, it is the vibes you get when you went jungle trekking. The exact same peace and fresh air in the morning. In the afternoon, can't deny it is still scorching hot like Malaysia will always be. Our orientation week has been great for 3 days. From Thursday till Saturday. Lots and lots of team buildings and fun activities instead of boring talks and all. Well, there were still a few talks from the JPA of course, bit of briefing about our scholarship and all. Besides those sorts, we have fun activities handled by the facilitators (the 1 year older students). Ok so my batch, we only have 73 students and sadly there are only around 14-15 guys :') sis like why sis hahahah ok itu hanya sampingan. Also our orientation week is not like any other typical orientation weeks because we went to REDTMA doing some kayak-ing, rafting, wall climbing and also w

Hello and welcome to my blog (I really hope someday someone will find my blog to read the scholarship experience because I really love to help)  After spm result, apply here and there hoping for scholarships to fall down from the sky or something. Admit it, we're on the same boat. and it is okay to hope. Jpamara was the first one to notify me that I managed to go for their interview session, alhamdulillah.  The interview was held at UNITEN on 4th of April and I got the last session 2.15-4.15pm. We all have to wear dark-coloured long-sleeved t-shirt, dark-coloured tudung, track bottom and also sports shoes. Hah at first I was like "biar betul, what kind of interview would ask me to wear very informal clothes?" so I looked it up online, searching for experiences of previous jpamara interviews and yep, they all have to wear the same thing and the bloggers said it was for comfortable purposes so, I just go with the flow la. Luckily we don't have any physical traini

cried my eyes out already and my eyes were all swollen on the next day, it was indeed a sad news, very sad. but it's okay. breathe in breathe out. we'll just try the rayuan and hoping for the best.  *repeat in the head* it's not the end of everything.  ************************************************* Update; they've accepted my rayuan and alhamdulillah I got this scholarship. Even though it's not the course that I wanted (actuarial science), at least I got to lessen the burden of my parents, right? Plus, I got Information System/Management (both of my parents are working under this bidang so my parents would help me in some situations in the future, right?) Moral of the story; try again, do not give up on yourself. Believe in second chances. And of course thanks to those who helped me with the rayuan essay. I did my essay in Bahasa Melayu (which I cringed a lot while writing it) it was 350 words and worth writing la. I put all my heart and soul inside

First of all, to me, my spm result was quite unexpected. Because two exams before i sit for spm, i only got 4As and 6As like i cerita at the post before.  So dengan result sebegitu rupa, I honestly thought I would make it to 9As but I didn't expect getting As without A- is possible for me, as you see, I think I'm the queen of A-. Because mostly my results before, acah je A padahal berderet A- je hahah but whatever it is. Syukur alhamdulillah for everything. & again, dengan result macam tu, I pernah la dream of studying overseas and all (in UK esp idk why UK is the best, the country is just nice) but then I padamkan the dream and pijak pada bumi yang nyata because of the not-that-stable economy and also there is like very little of chance for me to get a scholarship at that rate. But alhamdulillah, after dapat result, it opened up a whole lot of opportunities. and because of that, my hopes went higher again.  When you get hight hopes, you know what happen when it didn

to; spwinds *refresh memories* ok i got it. it was 3rd of April 2015, the first day I stepped into the band room or BR for short. it was friday. i was actually at my dorm chilling when yana came & told me to siap pakai baju kurung prep and go to br because she told kak liyana that i wanted to join the band and she said okay then come to br la. i was so shook. hahaha duhh dah lah alone. at first a few friends of mine & me myself decided to join spwinds after pt3 then it only got delayed and delayed and delayed and everyone was like "takpelah" "nevermind" " i changed my mind" maka tinggallah saya keseorangan diri dengan semangat lagi (ok maybe the spirit had faded a bit but hey i was still quite determined but if let say luck is not on my side then im fine with it)  ok just in case you were wondering, i had been wanting to join the band since form 1 because apparently nurin (my bedmate'12) joined the band and i was interested too. besi

I felt like writing this post 2 weeks ago but suddenly rasa malas nak mampos so now here i go. last year is the busiest year ever of course because yelah kan i joined spwinds and got the chance to perform in Los Angeles kekeke it was a fun experience & all the memorable experiences, i really missed it. So we went to LA in june which is during the ramadhan & we had been practising for the whole first half of the year so just imagine la how hard my life in that first half because im a freshie so i need to work hard-all out for this international competition so i decided to ditch my studies & work harder for spwinds instead. Dah ditch studies tu lepastu ada exam ha ha ha padan muka exam mid year. I literally study the exam subjects a night before every paper & guess what my result was: 4As only and the others were Bs & C (sejarah la apa lagi hahahaha) i guess... & yeah i was the last ranked girl in the class another haha for me. After finally settled with L