Nadhirah's

i just realized that the last time i did this kind of post was like 4 years ago?? wow, i thought i did appreciation post & resolution list every year..boy, i was wrong. well this year, i feel like i should do it since i genuinely feel happy and satisfied the whole year. before i start with the thank you list, im so sorry if i have forgotten some of the memories i had and didn't mention in this post. Thank you (no particular order i suppose); Geng fun run - for making sem 3 BRAW classes less hambar and for all the after class mamak sesh and talks. although we are not geng anymore, yall had been a great company Hernie - for trusting me and understanding my changes and all and willing to say what and how you feel directly and properly - & your car Raden & Nisa - my ride (without yall, im nowhere) Room 261 - been nothing but a blessing!! we should have been housemates tbh... no one could replace yall. so precious. for all the gossips, fun times & karaoke-ing

on today’s episode of sentap. Okay so today, i had a conversation about how my lazy ass always not early when it comes to praying. But he told me that we are all tested differently and i kinda felt that since i think i struggle a lot with myself. And you know what they say, the hardest battle is fighting with yourself. This might seems like me exposing myself but I’m just sharing cuz it might ring a little bell in you, if u get what i mean. Then, coincidentally (i think) just now, after maghrib, i read the Quran like most of the times and today i felt a bit extra so i tried polishing my karat memory yang tak berapa nak hafal dah surahs in juz 30. So, I started with 3 kul and proceed until al-Quraisy but something tells me to read the translation for al-Ma’un mainly because of the translation is ‘assistance’. And there you go, sentap bukan :( okay that’s all i wanna share. I’ll try to wake up earlier for subuh and solat on time the best i can, be the best version of myself everyday

i have no idea, i find it hard to breathe some days since last week. probably because of some anxiety or something and it's uncomfortable. i feel like all the air in the world is not enough for me to inhale or as if my lungs can't compress in all the oxygen available. also it's been two nights where i find myself tossing and turning -- can't sleep under 5 minutes like the usual nadhirah would do (no matter how many hours of sleep i had during the day). but last night i ended up sleeping during a call with my s/o. read somewhere on the internet on how-to-sleep-when-you're-freaking-exhausted-but-your-eyes-just-can't-seem-to-shut-down and one of the solutions is to listen to comforting sounds. yea, your voice is officially my lullaby from now on. however, i felt bit bad for leaving him hanging-- telling 'me' some bedtime stories. saw the phone call history and saw that he hung up after an hour of call, at 2a.m. again, felt bad cuz' he slept late and wo

there are two things that i want rn; cry and home