fomo ts ver.

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 ugh i hate feeling missing out on things knowing that i know that i don’t want it deep down, that i don’t wanna be spending that much of money, that i’ll be restless and uncomfortable. 

i have my priorities and this is not even on my top list so i should be okay with it. but damn, seeing other people go makes me want to go too :(


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