Renewed intention

 I think it’s time for me to write again. Welcome to another episode of renewed intention: Nadhirah trying her best to blog regularly. An annual resolution that has failed terribly for only-God-knows-how-many-consecutive-years. I am finally inspired to start a habit of writing in my train ride to/back work/home. 

But what do I talk about?

Things have been very rapidly moving since Ramadhan or since I’ve started working in my new department. And I have been loving it so far. Who knew I would enjoy working in a risk management team? It’s something that does not interest me in university. But I’m giving credits to my colleagues in the department because they’re warm and very supportive of us new members. 

This is basically me rambling on anything that come across my mind at this second.

I’ve celebrated my four years with T in April & my 23 years of living on this Earth in June. Wild to think about I’ve been stuck to this amazing guy and heading to forever insyaAllah soon (not so soon, but quite soon according to him). And wild to think about I’ve been living a blessed life for 23 years and already started working when I still feel so small, because I am indeed physically still small. 

Okay, what should I talk about next?

Tis’ the season of crazy inflation and high prices and crashing markets. But tis’ is also the season of me starting crazy in my investments because market crash is when you gotta take that leap to gain something in the future. In hopes that I will retire rich, or die in peace knowing that my family will not be burdened or maybe less burdened by my debts. Tis’ is also the season of planning. I’ve been working with Excel/Google Sheets like crazy these days. Planning for financial, NZ trip (brb graduating), engagement and solemnization. Not to mention, I’ve been overthinking too because planning comes with overthinking. At the end of the day, I need to remember that Imit’s beyond of my control of what will happen in the future and only to rely on Allah.

Neways, speaking of God…I attended Imam Omar Suleiman talk in KL. Yoooo, I’ve been listening to him on Spotify and YouTube but I actually got to attend his live lecture. MashaAllah, I thank God for giving me this opportunity. 

Think I should end this post…

Well, I head out (more like sneaking out) of my office early today. Came in at 8.30am, and head back at 5pm. It’s not that bad but my manager made me feel guilty of this sksk sorry boss, I need to pickup my sisters. And here I am, 1 hour later, still not home. Still in the train. 

Okay, till next time. Bye.