Faith

There are not many things that I really missed in high school, but one thing that I realized how much I missed is the faith I had in myself. I used to be so confident in myself and being my own strongest supporter. I believed in myself when not many believed in me that much. Because I saw my own potential and what I could achieve despite looking like I was going to flop. 

But that one thing is what I’ve been missing ever since I’ve stepped into adulthood. The faith I had in myself fades away as I age. I foresee this would come eventually because I used to wonder why other people could not see their potential and were always insecure. And that kind of thought, I just knew it would come back around some day and I would understand it then. So, now here I am pouring my thoughts out.

But I’m thankful even when I’m currently in my lows, when I am not my own strongest supporter, when I am an indeed impostor, I always have people like Taufiq, my colleague bestiq (Najwa) and my mom who would be there for me countless of times despite me having the same doubts and worries time and time again.