Brain dump #1

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 #1 because I foresee this to be a series. We shall see.

Here are thoughts of the day:

Do I give 'advices' and opinions too much or the person that I'm talking to just chose to leave me hanging? I've always thought that I express too much but that's just me dumping my thoughts, and well sometimes people trigger the question, which made me dump my thoughts to them lol but I hate dumping my brain and not receiving any response especially when it's supposed to be a conversation. Or am I the only one who thinks it's a conversation? 

Well, you're not a blog, at least respond ah. Because I like conversations. Two ways conversations.

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I have a 'presentation' tomorrow and I don't think I'm doing my work well enough to present tomorrow. All thanks to my procrastination and relaxation. I just realized that next week is literally my last (full) week in this department. Crazy. 6 months have passed. Finally. But also, that means I have to pick up my pace and finish what I've started ughhhhhh

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[cursing word]! I bought a non-halal gochujang. Now, what do I do with it?


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