a profound change

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from someone who finds talking to someone is fun to becoming someone who suffers massive headache just by attending a social event.
I have never recalled feeling this shy and timid my whole life. Knowing that I was someone who is confident when socializing and presenting; never felt insecure with my body; not sensitive; I can’t seem to accept who I am in the present.

Why? What’s happening? If this just means I’m growing up, can I refuse?

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